I realise it’s easier to say ‘trust the timing of life’ than it is to actually ‘do’ … when life’s happening around us and especially when shits flying all over the place!

Am I right? Or am I right?

Last week, I shared with you that I suddenly lost my beloved 🐴 Monte a year ago and that this is something I haven’t been ready or able to share publicly, until now. I guess because, well … these last 12 months I’ve been of course feeling and dealing with his sudden departure from our worlds and the sadness of it all. So DOING the … ‘trust the timing of life’ bit.

So much of how that awful event unfolded just doesn’t make sense. And I’ve had to, in order to heal, love and let go once again … simply accept something I don’t like as ‘it is’.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

When we made the decision to purchase a beautiful new foal, sight unseen, right before Christmas last year, it had nothing to do with losing Monte. In fact, even after the commitment and right up to his arrival 3 weeks ago, these are some of the questions that kept popping up in my head:

• What are we doing, adding this to our plate?
• Where is the time for this going to come from?
• I know nothing, how will I know what to do?
• Who do you think you are, you can’t start or handle a youngster?

Now that he’s here, and in the last couple of weeks of getting to know each other, connecting and forming the foundation of our relationship, I realise …🤍 it’s actually all about Monte.

How he looks, how he interacts, his horsenality (yes, it’s a word!) … remind me so much of Mont, what we had together and what he brought to us as a family. So, once again my beautiful Monte has helped me to heal and this time, has helped me to trust the timing of my life.

I invite you to meet Bondi and share with me here, in our first 2 weeks together. We had a list of different names for him, and he’s spent the last few weeks being called Baby or Lil Man. Then Bondi just ‘landed’ for us and felt like the right fit for him.

If there’s something you’re struggling to trust the timing of right now (it could be anything!), believe me when I say … you’re not alone.

I know how hard it can be to trust the timing of life sometimes. It’s so much easier said than done. But eventually, in the end, we do get there. Right to where we’re meant to be. 🤍

Blessings, Hiddyx😘